But on a serious note, I'm not the 'sentimental' type. I don't do romantic gestures like flowers and candy and basically Valentine's Day. I don't enjoy chick flicks that aim to 'touch your soul' and make you cry like a baby. I don't even cry often, which is why when I do cry, it's usually something serious. I honestly don't even really enjoy relationships, because they are time consuming and hurt too much. I'm much more of the practical type. If you love me, tell me. Don't only express how you feel on holidays, do it everyday. It's the little things in the end that count. I'd much rather have you help me reach for the brownie batter I'm not supposed to eat rather than go out on an expensive dinner date.
I also don't care for drama nor do I go looking for it. People lately have been so thirsty, just biting at my ankles and taking every word I say and twisting it into a lie. Everyone around me has managed to piss me off in some sort of way and, quite frankly, I'd like each and every one of you to know, and you know who you are, that I hate you for it. I just want to be left alone....The year has barely begun and I've probably had a year's worth of drama. It's just that I don't care for anyone. Not enough to talk about you; more specifically, not enough to care. Everything and everyone lately, is an IRRELEVANT.
Sigh, I know I'm not the only person who feels this way lately. I wish I could just escape for awhile. Go someplace far away, in the middle of nowhere. No people, no drama, no responsibilities, just a nice long nap and a glass of renewal.
Signed,
Sorry I haven't been around much
