In a week and a half, Soph year will officially end. This year has been freakin' crazy. Like, honestly, if you asked me if shit would go down the way it did this year last summer, I'd laugh in your face. Everyone and everything has changed so much. I've basically fought with every single person I could fight with this year. Some fights were fair, others I was at advantage, but never disadvantaged bitch, I'm not about that life. Lol. But SERIOUSLY; I can't even begin to reminisce on how much backstabbing has gone down from both aspects: from the outside looking in and in my inner circles. But I'm glad to have the friends I do that have stuck by me regardless of my crazy, sometimes questionable behavior. I started this year with a "who gives a shit?" attitude, and that's exactly how I ended it. But don't get me wrong, it's not like I started with 3853727 friends and ended with 0. No, I've just narrowed it down to a small inner circle that I know I can trust, as far as I'm concerned. Some people didn't particularly like the way I've presented myself this year and quite frankly, you can kiss my black ass. :* I really don't care what anyone thinks. If I wanna parade around all day with a Snooki poof and horrid bright blue eye shadow, guess what? Imma throw some red lipstick on that bitch as finishing touches. I mean, this year has just been so much fun. Freshman year, when I was terrified to even walk the halls, I would've never thought that I'd been singing and dancing and screaming and yelling and just acting a damn fool to my classes, even some times by my damn self. I've laughed so much this year, I swear I have permanent grin lines. #earlywrinkles. ahaha. Unfortunately, still no updates on the love life when it comes to in school, 'cause most of the guys suck, once again. But outside of school, I'm working on it ;) if it becomes anything serious, I'll update you guys, but for now, it's on the DL. Other than that, I'm currently in panic mode because next week is EXAM WEEK. (I'll do a story on that when it comes around) But on a serious note, just like around this time of the year last year, I can't say I'm ready for what'll happen next year, because every year holds something new, something exciting. I can say that whatever it is, I'm ready for it 125%. But what they say about high school is true; "Blink of an eye, the years fly by."
